Focus...

I realized that I've stopped growing. For a while I was hungrily listening to and reading everything I could get my hands on about God and Christianity. But I've stopped. I became distracted by finals, relationships, and recently, my health. I stopped reading devotionals and the Bible. Stopped listening to sermons. Stopped asking questions. I've become so overwhelmed with life that I've almost ceased to function. I'm not living. I'm barely surviving. The stress of the Korean students coming, employment, classes, relationships, and health has taken its toll on me. I can't think clearly, can't work out problems, and I'm lashing out way more than I have before. I need to refocus. I need to remain calm. Knowing that whatever happens, I will be given the strength to get through it.